I'll say it again... life has been busy for many of us, but if we really want to do something that matters to us, we find a moment....eventually.
After many months I returned to Stacey, my spiritual counsellor and my connection to my father on the other side. Although he handed the platform over to my boyfriend's late wife, which I have to say was much more than I could have imagined, thank you for your help, he had a few words to pass on and one special message...
"I have one request, it doesn't have to be now, but at some point think about the trip you need to take to Auschwitz and Hungary. You're going to discover a lot. You will find out stuff about family and I need you to experience this. I know you don't feel you have enough information to go on, but I will help you make connections along the path and one thing will lead to another to another. You're extremely intuitive so you'll go to at least one of these destinations and have visions and you'll know and you'll feel me. I will be with you. It'll be the first time in your physical life where you will come back and say...I truly felt a being beside me, it was cold and I felt a warm body next to me and I knew it was my dad.
I understand you've been sidetracked of late, but I need you to say one day you will go and mean it. This is about family history and I need you to know and find out about things, things that will help settle your heart. This is part of your journey and I don't want you to lose sight of a journey you know you need to complete."
Thanks dad and as you said, I love and adore you and I too wish that you could come and give me hugs, but maybe that wish will come true when I go on this journey and step on the ground of the concentration camp where you spent time as a young boy and where your father was murdered. I can't even imagine what that was like, alone and afraid in a horrific place. I will go one day, I mean it...xoxo