My father holds a heart in his hand, broken in tiny pieces, he can't put it together. This was the image shown to the first medium I went to, Sandy Wiltshire, six years ago. 'Everything is broken' was his message. Our relationship, his relationship with my mother, along with my mother and I having been estranged for years. My grandparents raised me, yet once I left home I rarely looked back and grew distant from both of them before they passed...broken. Unresolved issues between my mother and her father, his message to her was...'sorry I contributed to your ways of coping thru addiction'.
If I hadn't begun this spiritual journey and found faith I was told I may have become very ill, harboring all this pain inside, leaving everything broken. I cried all the way home while thanking all of my family for coming. It was the beginning of releasing pain I never realized I had to that degree. I eventually started to put the pieces back together, passing on messages from loved ones to my mother and healing our relationship.
Years later when I connected to Stacey, my father came thru stronger than ever and we have grown closer and closer thru heaven and earth. If I hadn't begun this journey I also doubt I would be interested in visiting my father's homeland and Auschwitz, a place that forever changed him as I never thought twice about it throughout the first forty years of my life. When I opened up and began searching for messages from my family, my life changed as well.
The first messages I received were...'you are never alone and it was not your fault'. In that session, my mother's father immediately came forward and took charge, always a leader he was and when it comes to organizing I came by it honestly. It was he who dragged my father over to participate as he didn't quite know what to make of all this. My grandmother, the softest energy in the group, as she was here, blew lots of kisses and held a sign...'I love you' and she held Rosy, my yellow lab, letting me know they are all taking turns looking after her.
I am thankful to have awakened, to be open to receive messages from my family. They have not only helped me, but I in turn have helped them on the other side. I would have never thought that was even possible, I used to believe once someone dies, they're gone forever and the thought of death frightened me. I didn't have faith nor did I believe souls can never die. Since that day back in 2008 I became a believer that our connections are never broken and we can all heal the pain we acknowledge or even have buried deep inside. I wish I could heal everyone's pain, as it has an effect on all our relationships, but it starts with you.
Sandy lost one of her daughters in a car accident and thru her search for answers, trying somehow to cope with her loss, her gift surfaced. Not only was she able to connect with her daughter, they have worked together helping broken families that have lost loved ones, bringing them peace and helping them heal to continue on with their lives. For me there are no kids, brothers, sisters, nieces or nephews, I am the end of the line, but I will leave this life with all the pieces of my heart put back together.
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